Just a Simple Love

It just a Simple LOVE
That's the Only thing I could have till NOW
Therefore, They DO NOT allow me to say that HOLY VOW
Should I ask for more?
Should I ask for any other options?
Should I ask you to stay?
Should I ask you a Favor?
Should I ask you to be more faithful?
Should I stay or Should I go?
Should I stay sit back and wait for the LIGHT?
Do you mind to give us a little Light?
Just a little LIGHT
Not just another great FIGHT...
DO YOU MIND ???

I just realized and learned that everyone would not act and think as you are.
Expecting them to do so, would let you hurt yourself and sink yourself into a borderless stupidity.
Be flexible then!!!

STOP SINGING RIGHT NOW !!!

Yes, all of those freaky singing mothers are scaring me.
Since they got chances to airing their weird voices, so they think that everyone in this world would happilly sit back and listen to the "so-called great anthem"???
Aaaaaarrrgggghhhhh....... Why they keep on moving back and forth like that annoying pendulum?


(PS: bagi kalian yang berdomisili di makassar, inilah kesempatan kalian untuk menyaksikan dan mendengarkan "suara-suara surga" sekaligus "parade kebodohan" dari sekumpulan ibu-ibu.
Check TVRI, sehabis adzan maghrib! HANYA RAMADHAN TAHUN INI!!!)

Sweet Escape

Those spreading legs are tempting me to come in
eventually, i realized that i am obligated to the holy bond of the secrecy.
still, those tempting frickin' pricks are welcoming me with fantasies.
Damn, i wish i could escape form this awkward moment.

Getting down on my kness

Yes, I am getting down on my knees for the several times of my life
my head feels so crowded, but unfortunately not crowned!
Fallen hairs of ancient glories are waiting their turns to come.
I feel so deliberated and feel so owned!

Greeting to you, oh dear sweet lady!
Have you decide it yet, which paths to go from now?
Stop wasting your time from mourn the gone
Rise up your chin and pack up your luggages that full of bones.

Guardian angel of me has lowered his shields
and suddenly all those invisible attacks are pouring me now
The Guardian himself ran away last night after watching our great debate.
That comforting guardian is not here with me anymore now.

The Battle of Inner Shield

Another half of myself is refusing to have it,
And the other one is dreaming it!
I just wanted to leave this world since the death offers me promising journeys than the life itself.
Argued mind would not let me go, just for a second!
and Just for a second, I felt alive while i am dying.

Love Her Madly

Love Her...
Love Her...
Love Her...

YES...

I Do Love Her!!!

Sonnet of the Future

Great gift is pouring all over me now
Genuine character will stand out to the reality show
All those selective processes would distinguish poor-handled minds
and I thank God that I'm the only one in your line

Thanks, God
Thank You, My Dear God
Thank You, My Dear Almighty God
Thank You, God

Pushing away the pasts
is not that easy as you are learning to trust
when everything is going so fast
you won't realize, that in the end, everything is not gonna last

slumbered bridge was burnt to the ashes
so, let's build our new pathways
yes, let's build our new pathways
let's build our new highways
let's build our new histories
let's build our planned futures
let's build our symphony
all i know that you are the only remedy
remedy that i could not deny
remedy that would become panacea for this universal mind
a simple universal mind that will guide you through the sophisticated long life journeys
a simple universal mind that will never let you go away
a simple universal mind that will never herds you away
a simple universal mind that keep asking you to stay
a simple universal mind that would begging you to stay

The Seventh Heaven

Every time She Touches me,
It Feels Like the Seventh Heaven.
It Drives My Respective Logical and Emotional Action
to the All Possibilities that could Happened.
Here' s the End of The Journey, My DEAR Friend!
And I Promise you, I'm gonna See you again

Refuse to Refuse

I Refuse to Fail
I Refuse to Surrender
I Refuse to giving it up
I Refuse to Refuse........!!!!!

Atta game....

So...
Everyone can sing now, huh?
Bravo...
Bravo...
Bravo...!!

Emotional Rescue

My Emotional turbulence is vomiting an ambient feeling
Stormy dawn brings such a hindering moment
Ancient glory points finger to this face, to blame something that i cannot embrace.
Lonely path along the isle,
keep wails while it smiles.
as logical perspective gives way to the emotional doing,
everything looks absurd.
Suddenly i have this suspicious reaction.
the bigger the action performed, the longer reaction will be..

I wont be yours tonight

I wont be your lullaby tonight
I'll never gonna teach you how to do the dance
I'll never show you the greatest moment ever
I wont be your song anymore
All you have to do is walk to the door
I wont be your song anymore
And I ain't gonna show you merciful moments

Playing GOD

Yes,
you got those extraordinary gifts from God.
But,
You just can't justify it as the reason
for PLAYING GOD!

Silent Obsession

There's infinite GLORY when you touched me
there's also definite happiness when you talked to me,
BUT
the closer i get, the lesser communication i got.
It's really hurting me inside when you said we were NOT.....
again.......,
Could it be real?
OR
Could it be another fake?

Shockin' Rockin'

well, since every other night has its own preciousness,
You'd better ready for every surprise!
Rockin' the night is just another shockin' night!!!

-W-

Yes, We Could...!!!!!!!

You could be the song that I could sing

You could be summer in my misty spring

You could be a candle in my darkest night

Coz in the night, candle is brighter than the sunlight.

You could be my happiest tears

You could be my only friend to face the fears

You could be the one who will stay here

Yes, you could be my happiest tears

And I could be the rhythm of your melody

And I could be the soprano of your symphony

Yes, I could be your leading felony

And yes, we could build our symphony

Ignorance Kills

Chanting young lady herds me away

She does not respect all the truces we had

Suddenly all the values fade away as I’m walking away

She thought she could live by her own, but it’s nothing but a fray.

Closing Gate of The Secret Santuary

Secret sanctuary of my weary soul closes its gate discreetly.

When a young and wise stallion tries to ride a little tigress.

She does not mind at all, to drink together the water from the same lake

Could it be real or just another fake?

T I R E D

Geez...
I'm so tired tonight
all wanna do is just have some great sleep!

Goodbye My Man...

Thanks for everything you gave to me, my friend.

For keep telling me this is not the end!

I will run through the rain.

Just to see your face again.

I am gonna miss you, my friend.

I am gonna miss you, my hand.

I am gonna miss you, my man!!!

Eternal Hiccups

Grunted young lady’s soaking her dignity

Regal throne is legally vacant for everyone now

And daily hiccups never end within the decades

Ancient Solitude Madness

Ancient rhythm’s airing the solitude madness

Madness of shrinking perception of those star-crossed people, who seek for the asylum

Asylum from brief pleasure that can burn the mother earth

Motionless in a Coyness

You’ve caught me motionless for a second

And for the first time in my life,

suddenly there’s an infinite coyness

Key of the Sacred Temple

Turn all the tarnished pages of the past is

Vanishing diverged plethora of misty eulogy

Your heart is a sacred hidden temple of treasure

And I am the only keeper of the key

My 27th Bday' thoughts !!!!!

Well, I'm getting older and older.

I can barely feel my youth's slipping away!

I might be getting older and older,

but I'm young at heart...!!!

My 27th Bday' thoughts !!!!!

Ambience of the Lightness

The myth becomes a reality...,

When the most important matter is personality.

The balance is a must

When you learning to trust

When you are running so fast

To erasing your past

To avoiding the number of last

Try to make a grasp

Just to reach the ballast.

Dance with me, my dear!

Let me ease your fallen tears.

There's nothing or something to fear

Because everything is so clear.

Reach my hand....reach my hand......reach my hand

Reach my hand....I'll be your truthful man.

I'm the one who would not run...

I won’t run until the hell burns the sun...

Communication

"Certainly, there was some deep meaning in it, most worthy of interpretation, and which, as it were, streamed forth from the mystic symbol, subtly communicating itself to myself, but evading the analysis of my mind."

Nathaniel Hawthorne, The Scarlet Letter (1850)

Color of Mine

kadang saya ga tau,

apa pilihan saya ini harus HITAM?

Apa saya harus memilih PUTIH?

Atau --untuk bermain aman--, memilih ABU-ABU?

Ataukah saya harus memilih HIJAU ku sendiri?

NEVER SELL your INTEGRITY!

Free the thought!
it's the only thing that can not be bought!
Get prepare for the calamities that pretend to be your close friends!
Trust a few!

Trust a few!

Trust a few!

(ASK) Is it true?

"You should win to be loved"

(Ricky Bobby, Talladega Nights, 2007).

Hell, should I win to be loved?

-W-

Manual Wunderkind and The Travelers Part I

I was at the bridge of the boredom,

Strolled easily over the troubled water

Lonely autumn was just begun,

Exacerbating the fallen leaves of the freedom.

Tiny little pony has come by and see

She said how lovely it could be.

She drunk from the troubled water.

And for a moment, she forgot her sorrow and misery.

She offered me to rode her and took her away

I suddenly rejected her at the first way

I said, “no way you could took me over the bridge”

“I am not waiting for you”

“I am just waiting for someone else”

“Whatever it takes, I’ll be waiting for my horse”

She nodded, and keeps me accompanied.

“If you don’t mind, just let me stay till you found yours”

She said that to me clearly and I only could say yes.

The leaves keep falling and I still walked thru the isle of the bridge.

“Oh Lord, the pony is bleeding”

I said that to myself, while I saw the blood dropped along her tail.

I shouldn’t have the sympathy from the beginning.

“She was just a tiny little pony, she’s not worthed it to ride on”

Another thought was ascended.

Emotional ignorance supposes to be the last thing when we’re all alone.

I finally reached the half of the bridge,

Another half to go.

I thought the breathtaking chapter was over

I was wrong….

Yes, I was wrong…

I never thought for the other chances!

I just realized these brainless behaviours of me.

I really owed myself a slap on my face.

Dignity was buried

Curiosity was cured

Alleged notion was refuted

Everything was ruined!

Tiny little pony kept me accompanied

She kept guarding my pride

She kept her words

She kept me floated.

Excellent scents were all over the paths

Still, the fallen leaves were gathered on pony’s little head.

Glorious Summer

Contagious happiness conquers my self-believe

Dragonflies dancing over the rainbow,

Make me amalgamated into the synchronity of the Mother Nature.

The sun is shining and enlightening as there will be no more another day.

Roundabout of The Life

Will you love me for the coming winter?

Just like you loved me for the last summer

Will you stay with me and the rest of our dreams?

Will you just stay with me when we are all out on a limb?

Am I wrong when I have this feeling?

Rejection

Suddenly I fell like an infidel,

When you proposed the ultimate rejection.

Time won’t heal the wound inside me.

You don’t have to confess it to the rain.

You just have to be there when the soreness coming through.

Remember this day when you’re walking all alone!

Remember this day when you’re sleeping all alone!

Remember this soul when you’re looking for a home!

Remember these betrayed eyes when you’re starting to moan!

And please remember,

“Don’t you ever say that I didn’t tell you, woman!”

God damn it, you woman!!!

You tore another pile of the dreams!

You keep playing your games

Longer than it seems!

You’ll regret for everything

You’ve done!

I only said it once!

You’ll regret….

God damn you, woman!

Manual Wunderkind and The Travelers

Silent brawl had begun in my thought.

Solitary warrior mourned the battle he won

He mourned as he stood all alone.

Revealed veil denied the unprecedented baby born.

Manual wunderkind traveled as he found the key

Universal mind of him guided to see what he had to see.

Then he had joined the travelers of northern glory.

Despite all the precious moments they’ve shared,

Time assigned them to fight the evil’ riot separately

With copper helmets, fists, and charades, to win the battle manly.

But the journeys never ended

The bond and the legacy shall live on

They shall shared the mystic chateau

Panacea of Tortured Soul

After all of these madness in my life,

I am thinking to have my life complicated to ease these naives.

Tortured spirit finally healed by the panacea of life.

The panacea that made me soars, flies and thrives.

Help, this is a plea

I wish you knew the real problem;

it wasn't easy for me too!

Sick and Tired of You

Enough Said...

I'm DONE!!!

Loneliness for the Soul

Loneliness for the Soul

There’s a feeling you couldn't deny

There are no laughs, hopes but so many cries

The hottest water turns into the coldest one

It’s so cold until you couldn't feel your own arm

Nobody knows where you are now

All they know that you're so far now

Fragile creature is on his way

But there's no one would shows him the way

You wish you could get out of the situation

You wish you could run, but there's no other option

Runaway from the deepest emotion

Runaway from the scariest hallucination

Runaway from the self-corrosion

Escaping the vulnerability

I don't wanna leave my comfort zone

I'm not prepared to facing this alone

It haunted me everywhere I go

It would kill me so soft and slow

stay......stay........stay........stay.....stay !!!@$#*+%^*!/

Just stay 'till the end of the day

stay......stay........stay........stay.....stay !!!@$#*+%^*!/

It’s the only thing you could say

stay......stay........stay........stay.....stay !!!@$#*+%^*!/

It’s easy for you to say, 'till you got your own way

TriNitroToluene in my little Head

Worthless values

Where’s the last air for me?

Everything you do is everything I hate

Greedy landlord makes us suffer

Try to mess with me

He keeps aiming a hole in my head.

Pretending to be cool

But, you’re a dull!!!

Bring me back to the Trinitron toluene

All the good stories were just histories.

New battery is a late destruction process.

Bribe the horses…

Sour grapes would tell

Which one is the bravest?

Dignity Refuses to Rise

I am mind free with my own thoughts.

Died with my blackest past.

In my darkest room i can see the new hopes from the truth.

It would tell me which way i had to choose to reach the light.

Dying with my own futures.

And i just realized that i was just a creature.

Non parametrically syllabus will leads us a to the dignity.

Fight Against the Evil

Evil has shown by himself.

Time had answered all the questions.

The question you’ve asked me about the patience.

Rushy opportunist would sweep away the whole rest.

The evil promises me pride and joy.

Endless satisfaction and eternal fame.

Until the day I realized that I was only his toy.

Yes, I was manipulated in his own eternal game.

Oh yeah…, I wanna play a game with you.

Oh yeah…, I wanna be your right hand.

Oh yeah…, I wanna be forever with you.

Oh yeah…, I wanna be your trustfully friend.

BUT…,

I am gonna get you in the end…

I am gonna get you in the end…

I am gonna get you in the end…

I am gonna see you rotten in your own lament…

LET'S

Join the world with emptiness

No more happy, but LONELINESS

Renewal breeds come too late

You know it’s yours, but ain’t your fate

Making my plan, checking it twice

Gunna find out who’s naughty and nice

Where do all bad boys gone wrong???

Let’s dial up a notch!

Let’s do some serious rock n roll!

Let’s play for keeps now!!

Let’s…!!!

Silent Loudness

My own thing is in my head

I hear sounds and if I don’t get them together,

Nobody else will.....

Pain in VAIN

The blood rushed back to every vein

You keep me bleeding all the time

You locked me in a place called VAIN

For everything you’ve done to me

You thought that everything was fine

And you just never sorry for the feeling called PAIN.

I won’t ask you to stay this time

I just let my feeling left unspoken.

Let's....

Let’s start our glorious moment.

There are only us, because you're the only one that I trust.

Let's dance my lover!

Let's dance while I'm sober!

Let's dance before the time is over!

Just promise me, you'll never dance with the other.

You know the love has given me the wing.

When all the things have gone, I'll be the last man standing here for you.

Anytime when you want a song to sing

I’ll be the rhythms of your solitude.

He Defies Gravity

He defies gravity

Walking through the exile

Wailing through the darkest isle

Summer has gone,

Gone…. And left the city

Once he had conquered the river

It was not the first time he suffered

He defies gravity…

Rain fell gently touched the ground.

He remembers exactly…

It was where everyone’s cursing the clown.

Mirror of Eden

He just couldn’t remember when he had it.

Mirror of Eden

All he knows was his mind was laden.

Turn out the light!!!

Turn out the light!!!

Turn out the light!!!

All of these blinding light

Are making me insane

He suddenly realized and told himself of the day of resurrection

The only day he got a feeling called satisfaction

Colour of the DAYS

Are you pretty good in mathematics?

Nobody knows it even the expert himself.

January is the first month of the years.

It brings the misery and a lot of tears.

The raindrops keep me sober; the time goes so fast in November.

All of us will remember these days.

The days of the unspoken says.

The tomorrow is getting closer,

Where the day I want to share the laughter.

Gun Eats Master

Another cigarette is wasting my life

Another cigarette is laughing my stupidity

Feed me again and again

I’d better keep myself locked from blinding light!

And I owe myself a slap on my face….!!!

Rebel's Jewel

You can muffle the drum and

You can loosen the strings the lyre,

But who shall command the skylark not to sing?

- Kahlil Gibran -

Hey you People...
Try to Stop me...
We Shall see...

-W-

Passive Voice

Ooo… dear lonely horse are crossing the lake

Screaming evil woman herds you all away

Trying to get the throne…, Ride the snake..,

Trying to get respect when you are all alone…

But, it’s something you can fake

Making you look bad is the only thing that makes me look good.

The only way to deny it

Is to accept it

Technologies just killing my habits

I feel like a lion turn into a rabbit.

Counting the TIME...

1 year

12 months

365 days

8.760 hours

525.600 minutes

31.536.000 seconds