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Walau hari ini terasa lain, beda, aneh, dan segala macam perasaan asing itu!
Semua yang pernah ada..
semua yang pernah terasa..
Semua yang pernah turut serta bersama kita..
Akh... semuanya pernah menjadi bagian dari diri kita!
Ku Ikhlaskan kalian untuk bersama dengan mereka yang lebih membutuhkan..
Ku Ikhlaskan kalian untuk menjadi bagian dari kehidupan yang baru..
Ku Ikhlaskan diri ini untuk meng-Ikhlaskan...
Kutunggu kalian dalam wujud yang lain..
Kutunggu kalian dalam nikmat yang tak terduga!
Tak terduga seperti kepergian kalian!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
Rain
Rain keeps pouring outside my car window
and still, I got no destination to head to.
Morrison's voice is mocking me with his "The End" song
YES... This is the end, my friend!
I got no other choices but to live the end!
Live in the desperate-land!
I am running out of my Red Marlboro now, since I keep sucking them in this past two hours!
I look around to see whether if they open their 24 hours store, cuz what I got to do now is to have another pack of Red Marlboro.
Two more obstacles to go..
another mystic occurrences confront me on this precarious moment!
Suddenly, the touch of Ray Manzarek' Fingers on Fender Keyboard is really calming and also keep me yelling inside at the same moment!
No one gonna be able to look at me in this situation!
Not even you, son!
You are way too young to understand for what I've been thru.
Less than 10 minutes, I am gonna have my new chapter!
Strangely, I am not that sure whether the chapter is better than the last one!
I really do not have any reason for that..
Actually, I am looking for the reason now!
I've been traveling and wondering into my mind since the last 3 chapters!
I don't have any time to think about it precisely!
they've seized me!
They Kept me!
They Locked me!
They....
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK THEM ALL!!!
At least, I can tell myself that I wont be hesitate to tell them to go fuck themselves directly!!
Well, Ladies & Gentlemen!
You can go fuck yourself now!
and everyone's Happy!
and still, I got no destination to head to.
Morrison's voice is mocking me with his "The End" song
YES... This is the end, my friend!
I got no other choices but to live the end!
Live in the desperate-land!
I am running out of my Red Marlboro now, since I keep sucking them in this past two hours!
I look around to see whether if they open their 24 hours store, cuz what I got to do now is to have another pack of Red Marlboro.
Two more obstacles to go..
another mystic occurrences confront me on this precarious moment!
Suddenly, the touch of Ray Manzarek' Fingers on Fender Keyboard is really calming and also keep me yelling inside at the same moment!
No one gonna be able to look at me in this situation!
Not even you, son!
You are way too young to understand for what I've been thru.
Less than 10 minutes, I am gonna have my new chapter!
Strangely, I am not that sure whether the chapter is better than the last one!
I really do not have any reason for that..
Actually, I am looking for the reason now!
I've been traveling and wondering into my mind since the last 3 chapters!
I don't have any time to think about it precisely!
they've seized me!
They Kept me!
They Locked me!
They....
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK THEM ALL!!!
At least, I can tell myself that I wont be hesitate to tell them to go fuck themselves directly!!
Well, Ladies & Gentlemen!
You can go fuck yourself now!
and everyone's Happy!
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Just a Simple Love
It just a Simple LOVE
That's the Only thing I could have till NOW
Therefore, They DO NOT allow me to say that HOLY VOW
Should I ask for more?
Should I ask for any other options?
Should I ask you to stay?
Should I ask you a Favor?
Should I ask you to be more faithful?
Should I stay or Should I go?
Should I stay sit back and wait for the LIGHT?
Do you mind to give us a little Light?
Just a little LIGHT
Not just another great FIGHT...
DO YOU MIND ???
That's the Only thing I could have till NOW
Therefore, They DO NOT allow me to say that HOLY VOW
Should I ask for more?
Should I ask for any other options?
Should I ask you to stay?
Should I ask you a Favor?
Should I ask you to be more faithful?
Should I stay or Should I go?
Should I stay sit back and wait for the LIGHT?
Do you mind to give us a little Light?
Just a little LIGHT
Not just another great FIGHT...
DO YOU MIND ???
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
STOP SINGING RIGHT NOW !!!
Yes, all of those freaky singing mothers are scaring me.
Since they got chances to airing their weird voices, so they think that everyone in this world would happilly sit back and listen to the "so-called great anthem"???
Aaaaaarrrgggghhhhh....... Why they keep on moving back and forth like that annoying pendulum?
(PS: bagi kalian yang berdomisili di makassar, inilah kesempatan kalian untuk menyaksikan dan mendengarkan "suara-suara surga" sekaligus "parade kebodohan" dari sekumpulan ibu-ibu.
Check TVRI, sehabis adzan maghrib! HANYA RAMADHAN TAHUN INI!!!)
Since they got chances to airing their weird voices, so they think that everyone in this world would happilly sit back and listen to the "so-called great anthem"???
Aaaaaarrrgggghhhhh....... Why they keep on moving back and forth like that annoying pendulum?
(PS: bagi kalian yang berdomisili di makassar, inilah kesempatan kalian untuk menyaksikan dan mendengarkan "suara-suara surga" sekaligus "parade kebodohan" dari sekumpulan ibu-ibu.
Check TVRI, sehabis adzan maghrib! HANYA RAMADHAN TAHUN INI!!!)
Sweet Escape
Those spreading legs are tempting me to come in
eventually, i realized that i am obligated to the holy bond of the secrecy.
still, those tempting frickin' pricks are welcoming me with fantasies.
Damn, i wish i could escape form this awkward moment.
eventually, i realized that i am obligated to the holy bond of the secrecy.
still, those tempting frickin' pricks are welcoming me with fantasies.
Damn, i wish i could escape form this awkward moment.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Getting down on my kness
Yes, I am getting down on my knees for the several times of my life
my head feels so crowded, but unfortunately not crowned!
Fallen hairs of ancient glories are waiting their turns to come.
I feel so deliberated and feel so owned!
Greeting to you, oh dear sweet lady!
Have you decide it yet, which paths to go from now?
Stop wasting your time from mourn the gone
Rise up your chin and pack up your luggages that full of bones.
Guardian angel of me has lowered his shields
and suddenly all those invisible attacks are pouring me now
The Guardian himself ran away last night after watching our great debate.
That comforting guardian is not here with me anymore now.
my head feels so crowded, but unfortunately not crowned!
Fallen hairs of ancient glories are waiting their turns to come.
I feel so deliberated and feel so owned!
Greeting to you, oh dear sweet lady!
Have you decide it yet, which paths to go from now?
Stop wasting your time from mourn the gone
Rise up your chin and pack up your luggages that full of bones.
Guardian angel of me has lowered his shields
and suddenly all those invisible attacks are pouring me now
The Guardian himself ran away last night after watching our great debate.
That comforting guardian is not here with me anymore now.
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